“In the end, it turns out that I’m not strong. I’m a coward, and a selfish son of a bitch. I’m sorry.”


Finally some truth in the Gun Game coming from Bob Owens himself; and I for one say "good ridden". Now I know what you’re thinking, “you should have respect for the dead”. Sorry my friend, I live by a different set of rules and a very different code. And that rule and code is simple; “If we were not cool in life just because you died doesn’t mean that we are going to be cool all of sudden.” Fuck out of here. With that being said I wonder how many other “Bob Owens” are out there in the Gun Game? The world will never know until they come out of the shadows with their noodles on the car dash.

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My truth is simple, I do what I do because I actually enjoy helping people, providing relevant training for people of my community and abroad often times free of charge and more often than not outright paying out of my own pockets, and aiding organizations in the feeding the homeless. Not to say I don’t have problems we all do. But I do these things because I don’t want to be a “Bob Owens” and having people LIE at my funeral talking about “how nice of a person I was”. The old saying goes: “If a person tells you who they are, it is in your best interest to believe them.”


“In the end, it turns out that I’m not strong. I’m a coward, and a selfish son of a bitch. I’m sorry.”  - Bob Owens


So now that the dust has settled and I have been proven to be not only resilient but grounded in truth; I can say with confirmation that there are people in the Gun Game with Mental Health Issues. In that, we should consider the above mentioned Bob Owens of the online tabloid, you know the mentally deranged cocksucker who wrote a blasphemous article against my training protocol and standard.


Now what's funny is that 3/4 of the Gun Game came down on me for how I train; screaming unwarranted concerns about gun safety (when there was no ammunition present) and how incompetent I am blah, blah, blah. And look what happened, the leader of the "Legion" (laughable) ups and blows his own brains out. In doing so, he directly goes against the notion of "gun safety", the very same protocol he criticized me for. 


But even more than that, his [Bob Owens] act of suicide displays more than just a simple act of suicide. What is displayed was a lack of accountability of the Gun Game when it comes to the screening of people for Mental Health Issues. Another thing that is funny is that very few people have raised few if any questions or concerns about the plethora of Mental Health Issues in the Gun Game to include the Mental Health Status of Bob Owens.

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So who’s to blame? Well for one the NRA and secondly the Politicians that accepted the bribes and payoffs from the NRA. And when they took that money they essentially stopped the life saving measures and protocols that could have saved the life of Bob Owens and many others. But ah! I can’t help but remember what The Great Malcolm X once said:


“Being an old farm boy myself, chickens coming home to roost never did make me sad; they’ve always made me glad.” - The Great Malcolm X


And this is because the combination of Mental Health Pathologies and firearms seems to get swept under the god damn rug. 


Understand, I'm not upset (but I do have a certain level of satisfaction I must admit). But I'm here to once again point out the hypocrisy, the uneven playing field, or the double standard that exists with the Gun Game. And at this point if any attempts to argue that it doesn't exist they are simply full of shit. I'm a proponent of Mental Health Background Checks. Just because someone can legally own a gun doesn't mean they should have a gun. Again, case in point Bob Owens.


With that being said, if you are not familiar with some of the symptoms of one having a Mental Health Issue. According to Mental Health America:


"There are more than 200 classified forms of mental illness. Some of the more common disorders are depression, bipolar disorder, dementia, schizophrenia and anxiety disorders.  Symptoms may include changes in mood, personality, personal habits and/or social withdrawal."


In addition, according to Mental Health America some of the warning in signs that people who suffer from Mental Health Issues may experience are the following:


"In Adults, Young Adults and Adolescents:

  • Confused thinking

  • Prolonged depression (sadness or irritability)

  • Feelings of extreme highs and lows

  • Excessive fears, worries and anxieties

  • Social withdrawal

  • Dramatic changes in eating or sleeping habits

  • Strong feelings of anger

  • Strange thoughts (delusions)

  • Seeing or hearing things that aren't there (hallucinations)

  • Growing inability to cope with daily problems and activities

  • Suicidal thoughts

  • Numerous unexplained physical ailments

  • Substance use

In Older Children and Pre-Adolescents:

  • Substance use

  • Inability to cope with problems and daily activities

  • Changes in sleeping and/or eating habits

  • Excessive complaints of physical ailments

  • Changes in ability to manage responsibilities - at home and/or at school

  • Defiance of authority, truancy, theft, and/or vandalism

  • Intense fear

  • Prolonged negative mood, often accompanied by poor appetite or thoughts of death

  • Frequent outbursts of anger

In Younger Children:

  • Changes in school performance

  • Poor grades despite strong efforts

  • Changes in sleeping and/or eating habits

  • Excessive worry or anxiety (i.e. refusing to go to bed or school)

  • Hyperactivity

  • Persistent nightmares

  • Persistent disobedience or aggression

  • Frequent temper tantrums"

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When it comes to Mental Health it is NOT a game. And when it comes to Mental Health in conjunction with a firearm everyone's lives are at stake. And that's why I back Mental Health checks for anyone purchasing and carrying a firearm. We have to draw the line in the sand somewhere! And like I asked in a previous article entitled KNOWLEDGE: THE NRA & IT'S URBAN AGENDA"Hey since when do we start putting profit before people?"

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The POLICE report has ruled it as a “suicide” (maybe), who am I to argue with the POLICE. And pump your brakes I’m not being vindictive – I’m simply being factual in reference. Food for thought.





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